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“In Wang’s kaleidoscopic essays, memoir has been shattered into sliding and overlapping pieces. . . . The images and insights Wang summons are . . . often dazzling, and well worth the reconstructive work. . . . Her multifaceted arguments can be gratifyingly mind-expanding.”The New York Times Book Review

“There was no solution―this is the level of uncertainty, even hopelessness, that Wang lives with. And yet she perseveres, however imperfectly. It’s Wang’s ability to reconcile these opposing realities, to allow them to persist in contradiction, that feels most radical about her approach to being sick.”
The New Yorker

“[An] utterly unique book of essays: a deep, illuminating, and explosively written dive into a life of living with mental illness.”
Entertainment Weekly

“Drawing on scientific literature, pop culture, and her own experience, [Esmé Weijun Wang] discusses a range of conditions affecting some five per cent of Americans; her account of Cotard delusion, a belief that one is dead, is especially moving. . . . Fragmented by design, the book’s structure heightens the immediacy of its testimony.”
―Briefly Noted, The New Yorker

“Wang . . . is an implicitly trustworthy guide to this netherworld of psychosis and chronic illness. . . . Her characteristic nuance more often carries the ring of wisdom, hard won.”
The Washington Post

“Wang establishes herself as a brave voice in the broader dialogue around mental health.”
TIME, Best Books of 2019

The Collected Schizophrenias is riveting, honest, and courageously allows for complexities in the reality of what living with illness is like―and we are lucky to have it in the world.”―NPR.org

“Each searing essay . . . paints a vivid portrait of living with mental illness while female. . . . The haunting beauty of her prose anchors the collection firmly in place.”
Glamour

“[
The Collected Schizophrenias is] resoundingly intelligent, often unexpectedly funny, questioning, fearless and peerless, as Wang makes for brilliant company on 13 difficult walks through largely uncharted territory.”Los Angeles Times

“Intimate, urgent, and powerful. . . . Wang writes generously about the manifestations of schizophrenia in her life . . . and lends her keen analysis to the big, ethical questions about how we treat those whose experience of the world differs from ours.”
BuzzFeed

“Wang writes with lucid clarity. . . . Harrowing and heartfelt.”
Star Tribune (Minneapolis)

“An intimate, rigorously researched, collection.”
BBC Culture

“In a voice both laboratorial and poetic, Wang examines her own diagnosis, as well as her PTSD and Lyme disease, with a gentleness and frankness that mesmerizes and demystifies.”
The Week

“Wang is a brilliant writer. . . . This intimate essay collection grapples with her diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder and all the sorrow and searching that comes with it. Always artful and illuminating, never facile.”
Vulture

“Wang’s clear-eyed look into a complicated reality makes this is an essential read for anyone who better wants to understand why we treat each other―and ourselves―so harshly at any display of weakness; it’s a book of compassion and brilliance, an unflinching look at a topic that has long repelled too many of us.”
NYLON

“Esmé Weijun Wang’s compelling essays highlight the humanity behind a schizophrenia diagnosis, delivering a necessary read tackling mental illness.”
Paste

“It is a gorgeous sharp story of both mental and physical illness (and the ways the two intersect), love, understanding, and many nuances of being human.”
BUST

“Wang's ability to work at the threshold between her experiences and the page is most certainly a gift to us.”
The Brooklyn Rail

The Collected Schizophrenias records states of mind that are both terrifying in their unknowability and vivid because of just that, and makes us excited to see more of the world through Wang’s eyes.”Bitch Magazine

“Wang creates an unforgettable portrait of a singular brain.”
Refinery29

“Wang is a highly articulate and graceful essayist, and her insights, in both the clinical and general senses, are exceptional.”
Los Angeles Review of Books

“Wang writes brilliantly and beautifully about lives lived with mental illness.”
―The Millions

“With admirable candor and probing insight, Wang chronicles bewildering experiences. . . .
The Collected Schizophrenias goes a long way toward restoring life and humanity to those with this condition.”Barnes & Noble Review

“In writing about her experiences, Wang puts a face to the silent suffering of millions of people. Her searing honesty coupled with the strength of her writing make
The Collected Schizophrenias a remarkable look into a little-understood part of the human condition.”Chicago Review of Books

“An illuminating, breathtaking look into the underexplored world of schizophrenia, with the rare perspective of someone who’s actually been there.”
mindbodygreen

“Wang . . . eloquently balances personal narrative and empirical research to offer a powerful series of insights into a woefully misunderstood world.”
SF Weekly

“This beautifully written work will expand your thinking about severe mental illness and mental illness in general.”
Rewire.News

The Collected Schizophrenias is illumination and important―not only because it educates and challenges―but because it forces us to consider how much we still have to work to undo historical and systematic damage, to challenge our own broken, misguided partiality towards what it means to be healthy and sane.”The Arkansas International

The Collected Schizophrenias is riveting, honest, and courageously allows for complexities in the reality of what living with illness is like―and we are lucky to have it in the world.”Denton Daily

“[
The Collected Schizophrenias] organizes the confusion, terror and complexity of [Wang’s] experience into an imperfectly cohesive, profoundly illuminating whole.”Shelf Awareness

“Penetrating and revelatory.”
Publishers Weekly, starred review

“An invaluable work.”
Booklist, starred review

“This mesmerizing collection of essays has achieved the rarest of rarities―a meaningful and expansive language for a subject that has been long bound by both deep revulsion and intense fascination.”
―Jenny Zhang

“A brilliant guide to the complexities of thinking about illness, and mental illness, in particular. It will bring hope to others searching to understand their own diagnoses.”
―Meghan O’Rourke

“A masterful braiding of the achingly personal and the incisively researched. . . . This book is a vital, illuminating window onto the world we all already live in, but find all too easy to ignore.”―Alexandra Kleeman

“You won't find any pity-baiting, sensationalism, or false positivity here; Wang is so candidly aware that I’d trust her over my own diary.”―Tony Tulathimutte

“Esmé Weijun Wang offers us an all-access pass to her beautiful, unquiet mind. . . Rarely has a book about living with mental illness felt so immediate, raw, and powerful.”
―Dani Shapiro

The Collected Schizophrenias is at once generous and brilliantly nuanced, rigorous and bold. It had me rethinking what it is to be well or ill.”―R. O. Kwon

"Esmé Weijun Wang sends out revelatory dispatches from an under-mapped land, shot like arrows in all directions from a taut bow of a mind. . . . Her work changes the way we think about illness – which is to say that it changes us."
―Whiting Award Selection Committee

About the Author

Esmé Weijun Wang is the author of The Border of Paradise. She received the Whiting Award in 2018 and was named one of Granta’s Best of Young American Novelists of 2017. She holds an MFA from the University of Michigan and lives in San Francisco.

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Graywolf Press; Reprint edition (February 5, 2019)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 224 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 1555978274
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1555978273
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 2.31 pounds
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5.5 x 0.65 x 8.2 inches
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Esmé Weijun Wang is a novelist and essayist. Her debut novel, The Border of Paradise, was called a Best Book of 2016 by NPR and one of the 25 Best Novels of 2016 by Electric Literature. She was named by Granta as one of the “Best of Young American Novelists” in 2017, and is the recipient of the Graywolf Nonfiction Prize for her forthcoming essay collection, The Collected Schizophrenias. Born in the Midwest to Taiwanese parents, she lives in San Francisco, and can be found at esmewang.com and on Twitter @esmewang.

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Customers find the book provides profound insight into schizophrenia, offering a completely different perspective on mental illness. Moreover, the writing quality receives positive feedback, with one customer describing it as a beautifully written collection of self-truths. Additionally, customers praise its readability and storytelling, with one review noting how it humanizes the experience of living with the condition.

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‘i have been physically lost in a pitch-dark room. there is the ground, which may be nowhere other than immediately below my own numbed feet. those foot-shaped anchors are the only trustworthy landmarks. if i make a wrong move, i’ll have to face the gruesome consequence. in this bleak abyss the key is not to be afraid, because fear, though inevitable, only compounds the awful feeling of being lost.’ . this book left me speechless, and yet filled my mind with all the thoughts and feelings, with so much to process, and the desire to scream to make something in this system different. this was a tough one, both as a human learning of Esme’s experience, and as a mental health therapist, who struggles with all that is wrong with our mental health system, hopes for it to be different, and is fearful that i am contributing to this terribly broken system. . Esme does a beautiful job giving you every aspect of herself, while also providing you with thoughtful research as a context to some of what she has been through and/or learned. these stories make such a significant impact in destigmatizing all that comes with the word ‘schizophrenia’ and humanizes the reality of this experience. the way each essay connects to one another and paints a full picture of Esme’s experience is something i wish for you to read through yourself. i hope this book is picked up and shared by those with similar experiences, by those who know nothing about this realm at all, and by mental health professionals everywhere— as it is truly an impactful and important collection. . 4.5/5 ⭐️
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  • Reviewed in the United States on May 5, 2019
    ‘i have been physically lost in a pitch-dark room. there is the ground, which may be nowhere other than immediately below my own numbed feet. those foot-shaped anchors are the only trustworthy landmarks. if i make a wrong move, i’ll have to face the gruesome consequence. in this bleak abyss the key is not to be afraid, because fear, though inevitable, only compounds the awful feeling of being lost.’
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    this book left me speechless, and yet filled my mind with all the thoughts and feelings, with so much to process, and the desire to scream to make something in this system different. this was a tough one, both as a human learning of Esme’s experience, and as a mental health therapist, who struggles with all that is wrong with our mental health system, hopes for it to be different, and is fearful that i am contributing to this terribly broken system.
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    Esme does a beautiful job giving you every aspect of herself, while also providing you with thoughtful research as a context to some of what she has been through and/or learned. these stories make such a significant impact in destigmatizing all that comes with the word ‘schizophrenia’ and humanizes the reality of this experience. the way each essay connects to one another and paints a full picture of Esme’s experience is something i wish for you to read through yourself. i hope this book is picked up and shared by those with similar experiences, by those who know nothing about this realm at all, and by mental health professionals everywhere— as it is truly an impactful and important collection.
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    ‘i have been physically lost in a pitch-dark room. there is the ground, which may be nowhere other than immediately below my own numbed feet. those foot-shaped anchors are the only trustworthy landmarks. if i make a wrong move, i’ll have to face the gruesome consequence. in this bleak abyss the key is not to be afraid, because fear, though inevitable, only compounds the awful feeling of being lost.’
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    this book left me speechless, and yet filled my mind with all the thoughts and feelings, with so much to process, and the desire to scream to make something in this system different. this was a tough one, both as a human learning of Esme’s experience, and as a mental health therapist, who struggles with all that is wrong with our mental health system, hopes for it to be different, and is fearful that i am contributing to this terribly broken system.
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    Esme does a beautiful job giving you every aspect of herself, while also providing you with thoughtful research as a context to some of what she has been through and/or learned. these stories make such a significant impact in destigmatizing all that comes with the word ‘schizophrenia’ and humanizes the reality of this experience. the way each essay connects to one another and paints a full picture of Esme’s experience is something i wish for you to read through yourself. i hope this book is picked up and shared by those with similar experiences, by those who know nothing about this realm at all, and by mental health professionals everywhere— as it is truly an impactful and important collection.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on November 18, 2024
    I can see why this is an award-winning collection of essays. Painful experiences. Beautifully written. Well-researched.
  • Reviewed in the United States on October 13, 2023
    I enjoyed most of this book. However, I think towards the end it really dragged out. There is a lot of fluff throughout the book as well. I also found it difficult to follow the book as there was a lack of flow from topic to topic. Despite this, I would say anyone who treats schizophrenia, or deals with schizophrenia personally should read this book. It provides excellent insight into the illness and gives a fully realized depiction of schizoaffective disorder from onset, to diagnosis, hospitalization, deterioration, medication management and therapy, and finally remission. I think the writer is very brave to tell her story with such detail and honesty. I would recommend.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on January 30, 2024
    The RESEARCH. Her personal stories. The way she explained her paranoias and delusions. The way she TORE INTO the failures of the American mental health system: from NAMI to the DSM V to the lack of actual care on the inpatient side of treatment. Her support system and her traumas. I absolutely loved this book… Mrs. Wang put her heart and soul into it. I added most of the books she mentioned to my TBR list. My most favorite book of 2024 thus far.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on February 26, 2020
    Esme Weijun Wang has a gift for communicating her experiences with medical diagnoses which are so often “othering” in American society to people who do not share her disorders (I do not) and to people who have no medical or psychological training (I have neither). Her prose is very beautiful—the essays sing, and each idea flows from the one that precedes it like water in a stream. Her voice runs the gamut of emotion: sometimes, she is scared; at other times, anxious; still others, proud; and throughout, reflective. One thing which I came to appreciate most about Wang’s writing is how, when it’s appropriate to her topic, she is unafraid to wrestle with a question and leave it hanging in the air, rather than to give the reader a pat answer to an unresolved, weighty question, particularly when it comes to the many unresolved issues around bioethics and societal structuring with regard to those experiencing mental disorders. I finished TCS on Friday, and as I write this on the following Tuesday, I’ve been unable to get some of the most beautiful of the phrases & images from these essays out of my head. I’ve recommended this book at least twice already.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on May 23, 2024
    This book gave me the chills!!! As someone who has anxiety, some parts of this book scared the hell out of me…. I really feel for the author and admire her.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on August 4, 2019
    Ms. Wang's collection of essays draws a vivid picture of her schizoaffective disorder, one of the rarest and most severe of mental disorders. As a retired mental health counselor and language arts educator, I find this to be an astonishing memoir. Obviously, the author drew on her many strengths, both personal and professional, in order to accomplish this work. Her use of language, dialogue, relevant detail, and a mix of interior narrative with the exterior observations of other persons, keep the memoir's pace moving forward, although the essays overlap in themes and time. The only feedback I would offer the author would be to include more direct discussion of the role of character, i.e. her willingness to tell the truth to safe others, in her seeking of stability. In my experience, this has more to do with the level of functioning a person with severe mental disorder might achieve than the severity of symptoms. I deal with bipolar disorder and found truth essential to managing my chronic symptoms and to keeping relationships with family, friends, and therapists. Ms. Wang illustrates gratitude for all persons who have helped her, even when she was numb with delusions about them. Her balanced, non-judgemental reporting about the social or professional context of non-helpful interventions-- well, I wish I were that forgiving. Read this book, not only for its insights into the world of mental illness, but to learn what it is to accept a very challenging life on life's terms.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on December 13, 2022
    i was shocked to hear about colleges and universities treating people who have mental illness with such callous disregard.
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  • Prerna Munshi
    5.0 out of 5 stars Pure heart!
    Reviewed in India on November 21, 2024
    This is the first Esmé Wang that I have read and I am absolutely floored by her writing style. These essays are so intuitive and are much needed in a world that mostly overlooks narratives around mental illness.
    I could sense Wang's deep suffering through all those years as she lives with the Schizophrenias ( misdiagnosed as Bipolar disorder for quite a few years) compounded with her Lyme condition. She writes about her deeply lived intergenerational traumas and how they affect her intimate spaces, the regressive and disparaging handling of mental health by the institutions of the caliber of Yale, the skewed DSM definitions of mental illnesses, the tardy US health policy and the US political framework, in general, being so ill equipped with the disability rights.

    As she furthers her understanding of the Schizophrenias, she finds herself at a wonderful intersection. She also initiates herself into the 'other world' challenging pop cultural stereotypes built around mental illness and Schizophrenia, in particular. She tries to find her tethering. Of a fine balance between what can be explained and what can't, between the rational and the irrational.

    This is a work of an intuitive person of extreme intelligence. This is definitely a writing I am always going to come back to.
  • David Richards
    4.0 out of 5 stars Things can get better, a lot better
    Reviewed in Australia on January 24, 2021
    Insightful and honest personal story, helps ‘understand’ the world from the mind of someone living with psychosis, to the extent that is ever possible. Overall very balanced with some passages tinged with emotions that are both warm but also challenging.
  • Ciaran concannon
    5.0 out of 5 stars Beautiful and non judgement account of a tragic illness
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on January 26, 2025
    A literary and beautiful account of a devastating illness
  • Ángel
    5.0 out of 5 stars Buen libro
    Reviewed in Mexico on August 23, 2024
    Llegó en excelentes condiciones
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  • Ishrat Aftab
    3.0 out of 5 stars poor condition
    Reviewed in Germany on November 7, 2020
    The book was in poor condition. I expected a better condition